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Dusty: I need food

Me: then go get food

Dusty:It's almost done

Me:Otay love

Me: I am having problems

Dusty: Already

Me: Sorry

Dusty: Its okay... Just considering today if figured you would need rest

Me: apparentally not

Dusty: You should take a break today baby

Dusty: I don't want you to get hurt

Me: nnormally it's worse so...yeah

Dusty: Just relax love.

Me: I am

Dusty: You know I love you for more than just ffor sexual pleasure right

Me: yeah I know

Dusty: What do you expect to get out of our relationship babyRandom queation

Me: happiness..fun...craziness...idk

Dusty: Anything else love

Me: someone that loves me back..sex...other things.....what about you

Dusty: A partner for the rest of my life. Away to escape the perils of real life. Happiness. A family

Dusty: More

Me: Okay...

Dusty: Sex

Dusty: Lots of it

Me: Good

Dusty: A person to love and hold close to me no matter what happens. Someone to trust. Someone to make me smile when I'm hurt. Someone to help calm me down. Someone to hold my hand and tell me we can make it through. Someone to protect. Someone to call my own. Someone who gives a damn about me and loves me for who I am. Someone to hold me when I break down. Someone to wake up to every morning and make life worth living. Someone like you

Me: really..

Dusty: Yes really. You have been that someone the whole time we've been together and that is never going to change. I love you to the moon and back and everyday I wake up, I realize I'm not alone anymore and that gives me a purpose to stay here

Me: I love you too..

Dusty: You mean everything to me

Me: ..........

Dusty: I feel like I'm not good enough... You deserve so much better

Me: you're the greatest person i've ever met and i deserve worse. you've been through so much and i dont ever want to hurt you

Dusty: I feel inadequate... There are better people

Dusty: I deserve nothing

Me: no there aren't. you're all i want so get used to it. You deserve better

Dusty: How do I deserve better than perfect?

Me: what the fuck type of drugs are you on? I'm fucking awful and you know it.

Dusty: You are perfect to me and if I were on drugs they would just make me talk more about you and how much a fucking love you. Baby you are the best girl I've ever been with and I love your personality and everything about you. The only thing I don't like is how stubborn you are and I can already get under your skin and you don't hide things from me like everyone else l. That and I've never trusted someone so much before and the love I feel between us is real... For once...Ive never felt this way about someone beforeThat makes you perfect to me... You give me this amazing feeling and no one else could ever make me feel this way

Me: ........you just made me extreamly happy...and if you do love me then why do you keep saying you deserve nothing? I love with as much as you love me and it kills me when you say things like that..

Dusty:I don't deserve half of the happiness you give me because of the things I've done and the pain I've caused others... I don't care if it was big or small, I intend to pay for it all and I don't know why I can't just suffer... You were a gift in my life and all I've done is the exact opposite

Me: i dont care if you've hurt people. everyone kills someone in one way or another and i've basically killed people too only difference is i dont care that much. You may think you're a monster but you're not to me. not one bit and maybe that's because i love you with everything i am or because i'm fucking insane. You're not going to pay for what you've done because i will not allow it. You deserve to be happy

Dusty: Your pain is my pain and I will do everything to take yours away. I would rather suffer for others than have others go through the pain. I am going to protect you with my life

Me:you dont need to..i can take care of myself..

Dusty: I want to take care of you..

Me: i know..i dont want to resist the urge to let you im just scared...

Dusty: Why are you scared

Me: ive never felt this way before..ive never let myself feel like this anyway..

Dusty: Like what baby

Me: safe..comfortable with someone..completly in love.

Dusty: When I have my arms around you I feel complete.

Me: i feel safe and warm for once

Dusty: Do I really make you feel all of those things

Me: yes

Dusty:Why where you scared...

Me: im not used to feeling and i was certain you were going to hurt me but i know you're not going to..

Dusty: Why did you think that

Me: everyone else has

Dusty: Baby... I'm not like everyone else

Me: I know that...

Dusty: I need cuddles now

Me: yeah

Dusty: Hey baby

Dusty: I think I'm going to head to bed

Me: Okay love

Dusty: I'm sorry but I'm just really tired.

Me: It's fine

Dusty: I love you to the moon and back

Me: I love you too

Dusty:Sleep well for me please. Get some rest

Me: I'll try

Dusty: If you need me message me okay baby.I love you and I just figured out a girls name of like....I like

Me: I love you too and really

Dusty: Yes

Me: What is it?

Dusty: Willow

Me: Pretty...

Me:...I like it..

Dusty: If we have two girls it looks like alice and willow. Alice rose and willow... Whats sounds good

Me: I dont know love

Dusty: Something to think about I guess. Anyway goodnight baby. I love you

Me: Goodnight sweet dreams. I love you too